Mountain/Molehill - Discuss

I'm having one of those 'erk' moments that I regularly have, getting all ahead of myself and fretting.....bills again, money again, though it's not so bad; and money should be coming back into my account with housemates paying me their share of the bills......all a good thing, no? Not since I paid off half my overdraft, which though it means I actually have just as much money as before, it feels much less.....and I dont know how to save a bit more a bit faster, certainly considering the upcoming ginormous spend of moving......but more importantly, there's the hassle that goes with it and all that crud and changing bills over. It's not like it's really difficult, it just gets me fretted. I think I need to step back from all of this more than a little and put my feet back on the ground.

Gadzooks, I'm far more stressed now about moving than I ever was about my viva last year! Or is my memory playing tricks on me? All I know is, I miss plenty of people more than a little and really want to see them all, but also feel a little bit like I dont - hermit tendency taking over. Completely self-centred, I know.....

Anyhoos, I'm now in a position at work where I *have* to stop doing lab experiments and sit down and write up all this junk! I am VERY behind on my paperwork, and so a decent part of tomorrow afternoon shall be spent doing all that writing lark - which also means I need to charge up my iPod.....more worries, hell even doing the laundry got me stressed out earlier, I'm headed for a nervous breakdown very soon!

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