I was right

Well, it didn't last long, and I'm having a little tizzy again tonight! I'm making a mountain out of a molehill, essentially, but it is often the case when you are so close up to things and don't know precisely your own mind or what you can do. Life is just big and scary sometimes, and I wish I could have P's more phlegmatic attitude of basically enjoy it while you can and get on with it. Maybe I need to get on the drugs after all!

Well, there is a history of mental illness in my cousins now, so perhaps I've got it too? Who knows. It'll probably show up in a humilliating situation and then I'll be right done for. Perhaps I should lop off my legs and then have to live in a bungalow? Random statement, shows the way my brain is currently working!