My, it's heavy on the posting tonight!

Obviously I'm in a pensive mood, as the dreaded event draws closer. Maybe I'm just avoiding thinking about it, would make sense.

Anyhow, just realising how much of a mystery life still is to me. In both a good and a bad way. For one thing, I'll never be stuck for something to ponder! Or read, or think about (OR think about? What the bollocks is pondering then? I do astound myself). But sometimes that makes me believe I'm missing out on feeling things, or just experiencing them. Do I have to decode every sensation? Is there no acceptance of things 'as they are' or do they have to be processed. Very much something to deal with in some meditation, and as they arise, let them pass away. Dynamic stillness, it's a nice concept.

Got to go put the bike to bed and then go to bed myself. Must get some good sleep! Oh, and I need to have a shave TONIGHT, cant be looking like a scruffbucket.

Been reading up on a friend's website (DO NOT view this at work, you'll get into trouble) and it really perturbs me. I dont understand it, and not in a repulsed 'it's gross' kind of way. I really just dont get it. I mean, T's a really nice guy, but I cant add up the two images!

Ummmmm.