Mild bout of depressive

It's all about the move. Too much to think about, not enough time to spend with people. Guys, I'm going to miss you all shit loads and it's getting me down. *shrugs* Dont know why so badly! But I've had a bit of a blub over it all today, hopefully I'll feel better now. Tomorrow I'm going to set off up north, once I've shifted the bike, taking most of the stuff but not all. And I have to remember to change all the bills and things once I'm up north! Dammit.

Also spent another very nice evening with a guy called Neil. Why am I doing this to myself, meeting such great people only to have to drag myself away from them. IT'S BLOODY PAINFUL! I suppose it's mostly to do with the fact that I've not had a daily routine for a month now, so anything I do to make contact is worth it. Ach. Hopefully I'll stay in touch with the guy, ditto Cefyn and Steve and the rest. Oh bugger. What's more, I'm missing everyone from uni too.....

Why isnt this easier? Why am I whining about it so much?!